LightOfTehDead

This darkness that I used to roam The darkened halls of my old home Memorized each angle Each area Each place Seeing images of a youthful face Those reflections before me Just pretend Sad forlorn empty Images ahead Some days I am happy Others im sad But nobody knows this I always act glad I rarely allow myself to be seen As anything other then a mothering queen The protector of friends Of those who haven't left me The soothing voice Of those around me The hype in a situation that's gotten to sticky The jump and the scare of someone who's freaky Thease mes all different All inside this body Its jumbled and loud

The ghost in the room Its always there , Now that your friendship Is naked a bare. Nothing remains Of the old things flesh, Just that empty , That hole, That gape never meshed. You fidget and sigh The classes minutes tick by This class you used to love Is now gone . You look to your screen Your eyes on the brink Not wanting to let your acquaintances think You miss the friends Who you've lost so suddenly That your left fuddled inside so sullenly You slip to the bathroom And bite your lip Head held high On this treacherous trip Down a new path Of one never paved A path with new options Now open Now braved Now this do

No one else can feel this Unless they were in my place This realization That I've fallen from grace The sudden loss Of ones you've befriended Those faces you've loved Your relations ended But perhaps it's the best The now empty spaces To fill the slots with new loving faces But will these last Or are they the same Ones you hold dear beckon this hate again So strike the flame Ignite the papers Remove the ideas of those haters Rip the images Destroy the memory Because in the end Their just your enemy